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08.29.22 – I am Searching for My Next Read

There’s really nothing going on right now. Just that I’m struggling to find my next read. My hun is having some boys’ night playing video games with his friends. 

I consumed an anime called given. This is not a new discovery. I saw this one maybe a year or so ago and I just wanted to rewatch it. This anime is just something. It definitely did pull on my emotions quite a bit. Okay – a lot. And I just took the chance and watched it again yesterday in subbed – including the movie and that one random episode. I watched this again at work in dubbed so I won’t have to read subtitles while working. Same reactions, same emotions. I just love this anime. Right up there with Yuri on Ice. 

I decided to take PTO tomorrow. Granted there is something that I needed to take care of. I could’ve easily just worked from home but honestly, I didn’t want to deal with the fire alarms during meetings that I have scheduled for tomorrow. It was nice to actually decline all of them.

My hun and I are planning on hanging out earlier tomorrow. We’ll see how disruptive the fire alarm testing in my building is tomorrow. 

08.28.22 – I Still Think Howl is a Pig

I finished reading Howl’s Moving Castle last night. Did I enjoy it? Yes. I am quite surprised by this. Why? I did not like Howl at all. His character was very flawed. But then again, all the characters in the book were all flawed – even Sophie. And I appreciated that. Sophie and Howl from the movie were softer. Good but a lot softer than their book counterparts. The plot in itself was also darker – way darker than the film. Understandable. The Miyazaki version did feel more childlike. The book has a very sinister undertone to it. I really liked it a lot. And yes, I also just found out that there were three books in the series. Well, more like there were two companion novels out to Howl’s Moving Castle so I want to buy them and read them all.

I did sleep pretty late last night just because I couldn’t put the book down on the last 150 pages. There were certain things that I wished were adapted into the film – like the magic fight scene between Howl and the Witch of the Waste. I wished I could have really seen that visually. But I mean, it’s all good. I enjoyed the film as it is. As I did the book.

My hun and I decided to hang out earlier today so he can hang out with his friend and play some video games. We were able to play some Stardew Valley. It was fun. I really enjoyed the relaxing nature of the game. And I appreciate the fact that my hun enjoys playing it with me as well. We did end up watching a couple of episodes of The Great British Baking Show and an episode of Bob’s Burgers. That episode of Bob’s relaxed me quite a bit and I started feeling quite sleepy.

I did end up taking a couple of hours of nap after that. And now, I am cooking some beef with veggies and white rice. I wish it would turn out well. My allergies have been pretty bad since yesterday, even when I woke up this morning my arms and thighs were full of welts. So I want to indulge in some Roma-proof food in the next few days.

Since I finished reading a book last night, I need to find a new read. Or maybe I should pick up Lamb again. I don’t know. I’m actually not sure what genre I am in the mood for right now. It could be fantasy since Howl’s Moving Castle is technically a fantasy novel. Not sure. I’ll give Lamb another go though. I hate having unfinished books on my bedside.

08.27.22 – I Cannot Have Costo Chicken Bake

This morning was busy for me. I had quite an early start – for a weekend anyway. I had an at 8 AM today with Discount Tire. I am not going to explain why, I think you can deduce from the place of appointment the reason why I made an appointment there. The fix finished earlier than expected. I ended up waiting outside of Costco for an hour since the store was not open yet. I was at that store for less than an hour, went directly to a grocery store, and then went to Joann. By 10:30 AM, I was home from errands. I cannot complain. The fact that the big errands were done that early on a Saturday – yeah. I think I did well on time.

I did hang out with my hun today. We played Stardew Valley for a bit. It started storming where he is at, so we decided to stop. We feared that our newly started game save will get corrupted if somehow the power goes out on his end. We definitely do no want a repeat of last time. 

We then took a few minutes break and then watched a couple episodes of The Great British Baking Show. There is just something about that show – relaxing and stressful at the same time. However, it is always a breath of fresh air seeing them help each other out when needed. For a competition such as this, it’s very rare to not have a mentality of “every man for himself”. 

We then decided to continue watching Tokyo Ghoul. Three episodes to be exact. I like the show enough. However, I quickly realize that this is not an anime that I can just binge watch. I would need a break. There are some scenes that can get too gruesome for my liking. It stresses me out. So I told my hun that I would love to watch the anime for sure. It is interesting but I just cannot sit and binge on episodes. My cap would be three episodes in one sitting and I would need to a different anime or show.

We ended date night there. My hun was feeling tired. And my allergies were pretty bad so I had to take Benadryl. What triggered it? I think the cold brew coffee and chicken bake I had this morning. I was feeling the drowsiness by the time we decided to call it a night. I was just in bed for almost three hours before I decided to start typing this post. 

My hun and I planned on hanging out again tomorrow. No time set though. I know he wants to hang out with his friend as well. I do have a couple of things that I plan on doing tomorrow. So we shall see.

08.26.22 – When My Brain Refuses to Come Up with a Title

Nothing really exciting happened today. I was pretty tired the whole day. I was falling asleep at work as early as 8:30 AM. My guess is the excitement from yesterday. Like I said yesterday, after the fire alarm event, I was pretty amped and did not get to sleep until super late that night. Same with the dogs. It was really difficult to close my eyes when I know my geriatric dog was moving around the apartment and refused to lay down on her bed.

As I said earlier, nothing really note-worthy happened at work. It was the same shit different day kind of thing. I started listening to romance at work again. This time I can actually pay attention and not get too distracted. And I think I was blushing at some parts of the book. Well, I mean it’s that kind of romance so yeah. But to the people who knows what type of romance I like to read then they would understand why I blush from time to time.

My hun is doing a double today so hanging out was a no-go. Might as well, since I barely left the bed since I got home. I only stood up to feed the dogs, drink my medicine, and wash up for bed. Aside from that, I was just rolling around the bed. Finding a comfortable position. 

It sucks when you’re body wants to sleep but your mind does not want to. I want to just sleep. But my mind is just telling me, “It’s Friday night for crying out loud. Stay up for change.” And my brain is definitely fighting the urge to sleep. I want to read. But also, I know when I start reading I would end up reading the one sentence over and over. I always had a problem with focusing when my brain is like this. 

Tomorrow morning will be busy for me – an appointment early in the morning and some errands to do. I am hoping that my love can hang out with me in the afternoon though. I know he wants to hang out with his friend on Sunday for a bit. So we shall see how this weekend pans out.

08.25.22 – Over Burnt Popcorn

Today was another meh for me at work. I just worked on a project presentation that I have been neglecting for a good month. Not my fault. Well, I did procrastinate a bit. But for the most part, I’m just too damn busy and working on multiple projects at the moment. And I have been having issues with prioritizing and actually making time while at work to do them.

Hun and I did spend time earlier today. We talked for a bit. We found out that we have some differing views on a certain political thing. Well, I’m not sure if I can consider that political. I think more like a social topic. Honestly though, statistically, that was bound to happen. And as long as we are not pushing our opinions and beliefs in each other’s throats, then we should be fine.

We did end up watching an episode of The Great British Baking Show. It was fun. I like being able to talk to my hun and enjoy watching the show at the same time without worrying about missing anything. 

I’m pretty amped up right now. I just got back from being outside. The fire alarm went off earlier. Grabbed the dogs and vacated the building. There was no visible smoke from outside the building, no distinct smell. What was it? Over a burnt popcorn, apparently. I knew something burned when we were walking down the hallway towards the emergency exit. There was a distinct smell of burned food. I was thinking, that was it. And I was right. Burnt bag of popcorn that someone opened and then triggered the alarms. I cannot complain though. It was good to know that the newly installed fire alarm system works. 

The dogs are pretty amped right now too. Phoebe is doing her rounds. Paco wants to play. They did pretty well during the whole fire alarm fiasco. Paco was curious as to what was happening outside. Watching people. Watching the fire truck. And Phoebe stayed put. Didn’t squirm from being carried by Chris. I need to put together emergency bags for this kind of thing. Just a grab-and-go kind of thing. 

My hun will be doing a double tomorrow. So no hangout for us. But I do need to do a python class tomorrow. So that should be fine – I say this begrudgingly since I am so lazy to do it.

08.24.22 – When We Really Just Want to Talk

Today is another hot day here. At least the AC in the office is now fixed and we are not sweating. So that is a win for sure. Work was meh. The only eventful thing that happened was Uline decided to deliver my order of insulated boxes in a palette…A palette that did not fit in the elevator and I had to unload downstairs and carry to the lab a few boxes at a time. So no fun.

Hun and I got to hang out today. We just end up actually video chatting. It was really refreshing. It was really lovely. We just video chatted and watched someone’s stream on Twitch. We were talking and engaging in chat. Well, he was engaging in chat while I read his messages and replies there. 

Tomorrow, my hun and I will be hanging out again. Since he will be doing a double on Friday, it makes sense for us to hang out tomorrow while I do my class on Friday. Not sure what we’re doing tomorrow but I’m down to do whatever. It could be something like we did earlier and I’d be happy. 

Tomorrow morning will be pretty busy for me – meetings. Thursdays are normally like this for me. Mornings are typically packed with back-to-back meetings. So we shall see how my energy level is by the end of that.