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Daily Archives: August 14, 2023

08.14.23 – Melted on the Mattress.

Yesterday and today were tough. The whole day, I found myself melting on the mattress because my body refused to move and spend energy on doing things. I mean sure, I did the regular ol’ daily chores. But other than that, my body decided just to hibernate. This was nothing new by the way. My brain tends to reserve whatever energy I have for necessary functions – like breathing. My energy tends to be so low that my body just wants to shut down and sleep. And that was what I did! I spent the day napping. And it was great.

It was a rough night yesterday. I did not get enough sleep since I kept on waking up because of the heat. And it seems like tonight is not going to be any better. I already feel myself burning up with the heat. I really wish that the apartment has AC. I understand that ACs were not needed a few years ago. But now, yeah, AC is a must in every complex. An electric fan is not cutting it. I mean, I know that me having some low energy today might be a consequence of having a restless sleep the night before. But I really just want to blame to heat. I mean, the reason why I barely slept was because of the heat anyway.

Anyway, short post today. My brain really does feel like goo right now. Melting in this heat. And just sitting here in front of the computer is also not a good feeling.