You know, it’s hard reading Lolita. I started reading it last night and I was like come on! This narrator pretty much tells you in the beginning that he likes girls. There’s no coming back from that one. Was I triggered? Not necessarily. But I already know what I would feel about this book after I finish reading it. If I am this annoyed and I am only the first few pages, I probably would be livid as I continue reading.

It was pretty chilly today. And I was all for it. I even needed a sweater to sit out on the balcony. A SWEATER! Yes. I need this weather all the time. It was gloomy, it was chilly, and it rained. Perfect weather. I was energized the whole day. I mean, I was still lazy, but I wasn’t tired.

I ended up watching Dazed and Confused (1993) with Chris today. I have never watched this movie. All I knew was that Matthew McConaughey was in it and said “Alright, alright, alright”. And it was a movie about high school seniors doing their annual hazing of incoming freshmen. I mean, it was fun. It was one of those movies that I could just leave playing and not give it too much attention.

My right wrist has been hurting. I really need to start using my fountain pen now. And invest in notebooks that are fountain pen friendly. The journal that I’m using right now is not, since I am using a sketchbook. Most likely next week, I’ll get one. I do have a notebook given to me by my boyfriend. It uses stone paper, so I need to research what kind of pens can I use in it. We shall see.

Plan tonight? Read a little bit. Other than, just chill.