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07.10.23 – Another Sleepless Night.

Yesterday was one of the worse nights for me. I had another sleepless night. I didn’t really feel sleepy until 6 AM today. It was bad. I was tossing and turning in bed. It was a bit hot for me last night. Paco did not help in that department at all, since his temp runs hot. We call him a personal heater for a reason. With that, my anxiety was pretty heightened. I had itchy welts all over my body. It was not a fun night for sure.

So what did I end up doing? I read. And finished a novel. Granted it was only a 300-something-page novel, but it was still reading. The novel was a reread for me, and it was one of my favorite M/M romances. I tend to reread favorites when I’m feeling a bit off. Because I need something to pick up my mood. Or to thoroughly distract me. And Rocket Science definitely did that splendidly.

Since I did not really get rest, today sucked for me. I found myself yawning constantly and I felt sick. Congested and with a headache. This normally happens when I did not get enough sleep. I did manage to nap for a couple of hours this morning. But other than that, I was mainly confined to my chair and resigned myself to being tired and irritable the whole day.

No big plans tonight. Honestly, I just want to sleep. We shall see though. But I am thinking that I would just pass out once my head hits the pillow. I’m that tired.