The stress is getting to me. The one thing that I’m really scared of is homelessness. And I am losing sleep over it.

Anyway, I meant to read a book today. But I got distracted by a lot of webtoons. I am not complaining. I just think it is ridiculous that I am back on this kick again. Which is fine. I just have a lot of books to read. But I find that recently or when I’m really stressed or anxious, I tend to pick some reading materials that are a bit easier to digest. I am enjoying them though hence the ever-growing obsession over them. It does not help that I discovered a new app that has more BL stuff available without having to spend money to read the episodes. Reading involves a lot of waiting though.

I have just been putting on a brave face. Smiling. Laughing. Like nothing is happening. But honestly, my head is spinning, I am anxious, and I am stress eating. And my eating habits have definitely not been great – just eating whatever and not being mindful of my allergens. It’s bad.

I have Bob’s Burgers playing in the background. The noise is deafening in this apartment.