Let’s just say that stress is getting to me and I cannot function properly. I have no motivation to do anything. My motivation is in the negatives. I have zero fucks to give now. All I want to do at this point is to move on with my life.

Something random: I was eating Toblerone in my office this afternoon. I had about four triangles left. I was on the phone with my hun. I remember having two pieces. Then I remember, “Oh! I still have two more triangles.” And I could not find them. Why? Because apparently, I ate them all. And I consumed those two triangles without my noticing. Yeah…That was interesting.

Another random thing: For some freaking reason I was having issues typing the date today. I have been entering it as “01/25/26” ALL DAY. So it made my work day even more time consuming since I have to keep editing the dates.

Also, why are people weird? I mean, why are people so sus? And shady? And annoying? Or maybe I am just that jaded and I see the worse in people. High possibility. But me getting a random message on LinkedIn, having a brief conversation with said person, then proceeded to tell me that we should connect via Whatsapp. That is sus and a half.

I have not been able to read a book these past few days. I’ve been struggling. I just think it is the stress. Granted I feel like it should not but it does. I do not let it run my life, but I am just human, and sometimes, it puts me in a crippling mood. My focus has been really all over the place.

I am planning on reading a little bit tonight. I think I owe that to myself.