Well, my PTO sucked today. Why? Because I was still in and out of work. Like what the fuck. I was annoyed for the most part. But it also wore me down. So much for downtime right?

Anyway, I was able to read some chapters of Darling Girl. I was able to play I Love You, Colonel Sanders. I read some BL webtoons. And watched some episodes of Love in the Air. 

Darling Girl. I’ve been wanting to know how this author will justify a sexual situation between an adult and someone perceived as a boy. And I kid you not this is the answer that I got “The story never says he can’t grow older. Only that he can’t grow up”. I mean the book alluded that he looks older than we thought. But it’s just so vague to me that I am still uncomfortable. What exactly is older? What does it look like? I don’t know, maybe I’m focusing on the wrong thing. But I can’t stop thinking about it. Anyway, now that is out of my system, I feel like Peter in this story is a very dark character. I mean, hello, we are apparently dealing with a man (or someone who looks older than the boy we perceive him to be) who thinks like a child with a hint of psychosis. The way he thinks is very black and white. I don’t know I am very interested though. I want to see what happens. I mean there are some morality questions I have here. And there are decisions made by Holly that just make me say “WTF is wrong with you woman?”.

I Love You, Colonel Sanders. A dating sim visual novel that I decided to pick up the other day. Um, I mean it was a very sexy Colonel Sanders for sure. The setting is I am in a cooking school Colonel Sanders, and basically, I try to romance him. The enjoyed the few minutes I played. I mean the artworks for the bucket of chicken and mashed potato and gravy are so good that it made me crave them. 

Love in the Air. This Thai BL series came to my radar via YouTube shorts. And I keep on seeing clips of it that I just got interested in it. I had to find the series is what I’m saying. I mean I found it, along with all the other BL series now that I want to see now. Anyway, I’m currently four episodes in and well, I mean it made me laugh, made me tear up a little bit, made my heart flutter, and smile the whole time. It’s cute. It’s a love story. How else can a love story be retold you know? And I just found out that this series was adapted from two novels, BL: Storm and BL: Sky. I mean they are available on Kindle. We shall see. But I do want to buy them.

And still working on some BL webtoons. More on the fact that a lot of the ones I’m reading release 1 episode a week.

I feel tired. Drained. And now I’m feeling dizzy. I think I’m just exhausted.