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11.13.22 – He Gave Sasaki and Miyano a Chance

Sunday? Is it bad if I say that I felt lazy the whole day? Because that is what I felt the whole day. I mean sure I was somewhat productive – threw away the trash, washed dishes, cooked garlic butter tilapia, cooked rice, and finished folding my laundry. I procrastinated on the last one obviously. Why? I hate doing laundry. Out of the chores that I have to do weekly, laundry is the one that I detest the most.

Anyway, my hun and I got to hang out today. We decided to skip yesterday since I was not feeling well. At least my hun found the time today since his schedule was pretty busy today. On top of that, he was having some laptop issues earlier. I actually thought that we won’t be able to because of technical issues but I was glad it got sorted out. We watched two episodes of The God of High School, an episode of The Great British Baking Show, two episodes of Toilet-bound Hanako-kun, and an episode of Sasaki and Miyano. 

The God of High School. Not going to lie, I am getting interested in this anime. Granted, I still feel like there were some characters that I really don’t care for and could be cut out, but I am still interested in the Jin and Han. I think it’s somewhat getting interesting. I enjoyed the fight scene with the commissioners and the assassins. My hun thinks that there should be more fighting. I mean that makes sense since this is technically a martial arts competition anime.

The Great British Bake Show. Episode 7: Custard. The bakers were asked to make floating islands for their signature, make pistachio and praline ice cream for technical, and custard gateau for their showstopper. Going into this week, I had a feeling about who was going to go home. But of course, they always start on a clean slate at the beginning of the week. So there really is no saying who can go home. Anyway, Syabira took the star baker again this week. No surprise despite a disastrous technical challenge – they called it the pistachio soup since her ice cream did not set. But her signature bake and showstopper stole the show this week. For a second we thought Janusz was going home because he was second to the last on the technical and his showstopper was not good. However, it was Kevin who went home, which was what I thought it would be, although his showstopper tasted good. But if he pulled it off perfectly, I felt like Janusz would’ve gone home.

Toilet-bound Hanako-kun. Well, this anime was getting creepier. Not scary, just creepy. Of course, the animation style was really top notch and it definitely helped the ambiance of the anime. Tsukasa, Hanako’s twin brother, was becoming one of my favorites on the show. Well, could be one of my favorites ever. His character just seems so sinister but also really likable at times. He really genuinely gets happy when he sees Amane (Hanako). I am still not a fan of Nene. Maybe she already had a character development but it was just so subtle that I missed it. Who knows. But if she already had it, then damn, Kou’s character development overshadowed that then. 

Sasaki and Miyano. Well, this was a curveball. I guess I persuaded my hun enough to give this yaoi a chance. He said that I liked the anime so much that he was willing to give it a chance. We shall see what he thinks after the second episode. I love this anime, I am not asking him to love the anime as well, I just want to share it with him.

11.13.22 – Rough Times

Well, it has been six days since I posted! Why? Why? I have not been well. Let’s just say that I was lost in my head and was having issues putting together coherent words. Yeah, let’s go with that.

Nothing much going on really. I’ve just been super busy with work last week – dealing CAP inspection, meetings, the huge launch coming up, and handling everything while being short-staffed. Was I struggling? Yes. So my brain just didn’t want to function when I get home. 

A coworker that I started this department with left the company and his last day was yesterday – Friday. I was pretty emotional. I did allow myself to cry for a few minutes in my office. But that was it. I do not allow myself to cry a lot of times, because if I fall apart, the rest will fall apart. I do not want that. On top of that, I was nursing a very bad headache as well. So, that was not fun.

I also had a rough night. I was not sure what triggered it but my anxiety was in full swing last night. I just could not sleep. All I know was that everything was annoying me. I felt like I was suffocating. The weather is on the colder side now, so covering up is a must. My body did not want to bundle up. I had to change to a tank top and a pair of shorts in lieu of my lounge pants and long sleeves because I felt constricted wearing them. With that barely anything attire, I had to be under the covers, which again my body rejected. The skin of my inner thighs was touching each other so I could not sleep on my side. I was annoyed with my pillows because it was touching my skin, and yes, the same with the blanket. It was constricting me and it was touching my skin. I was annoyed at my dog since he was cuddled next to me. It was a struggle.

My hun talking to me last night helped and I was able to sleep after that. I think talking to him took me out of my head, and pretty much distracted me enough that my body can succumb to sleep. I was grateful for that.

Today was a little better. But my allergies were pretty bad. My throat was itchy pretty much the whole day and I had rashes on my arms and legs. It could be stress rashes. Right now, the sliding door to the apartment is open, because I started feeling anxious again. Yeah, that is what’s been going on. The only thing that has not stopped regardless of me feeling like a mess is me reading BL webtoons and waiting for new episodes to get released everyday.