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10.09.22 – I Just Feel Bleh

Nothing really eventful happened today. Same thing. I was pretty much in bed the whole day. Lazy all day. Not complaining whatsoever. It was nice not really doing anything. 

I did have a few chores today – daily stuff and throwing away the trash but nothing huge. Chris and I just ended up watching some Southpark movies during the morning. Watched three episodes of Sasaki and Miyano. I have Aggretsuko playing in the background right now. Something that I can just sometimes pay attention to and not at times. 

I took naps throughout the day. Which were not unwelcomed. To be honest, it was nice. Paco had a lot to do with that. I mean why? He is such a cuddlebug. Who can say no to cuddling with that doggie. I mean I sure can’t. Chris can’t say no either. Yes – she was also taking naps throughout the day.

Tomorrow is the start of another work week. And bleh. I am trying hard not to think about it. But it’s hard. The thought of being there fills my whole body with anxiety.

I was able to read a couple of chapters today. Which was good. I am still having some cramps. And to be honest, I just don’t really want to move. I am not irritable, thankfully. But let me see how I feel tomorrow. 

I have not been able to hangout with my hun at all. Thursday night was cut short for personal reasons, Friday I was feeling bleh with all the cramps and low back pain and I was irritable, Saturday I was still feeling bleh and my hun was feeling sick, and today, he worked and I was also feeling bleh. Yeah. I’m not sure tomorrow. Hopefully.