12.08.22 – I Need to Recharge

Work is stressful. I am exhausted. I am mentally drained. And I have not been sleeping well. So what is not to like about my days right now? 

The launch was a mess. There were a lot of cleanups – which I honestly expected since this was a massive project. It was not surprising that some things might not be working. And honestly, the launch went better than I was expecting. There were some kinks but it was just tiring. I mean weeks prior to this live date, I was super busy. Then the software tests and then the smoke testing over the weekend. I am at the end of my energy. Sure I may not be physically tired, but my energy is depleted. And I feel it. 

But the thing that sucks is the fact that no matter how much my energy is just nonexistent, I cannot fall asleep. I stay awake. I am practically getting 3 hours of sleep each night. Not that my brain won’t shut up either. Because it’s not. Sleep just escapes me. And it’s annoying me.

Anyway, I got to spend time with my love tonight. My internet was being weird, so we only got to watch two episodes of Moriarty the Patriot and an episode of Castlevania. My hun got to meet Detective Sherlock Holmes! And honestly, he just makes me swoon. And I really don’t care what other people say, I ship William and Sherlock. I am loving the banter between Trevor and Alucard. I am starting to get annoyed with that female vampire, and yes, I don’t remember her name because I don’t care about her too much. I am not saying that she is manipulative per se, I just don’t like that she is doing things behind Dracula’s back and making the men do the work. I don’t know. Very untrustworthy. 

Tomorrow is Friday. And all I can think of is just I don’t want to do anything. I just want to be lazy and not care. But the weekend is around the corner so I have to do chores. Whatever.

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